Ildowen and the Now

What I'm finding...
.............(the me that sits off to the side and smiles at all this angst)
is that, for me, it's about walking the talk. I keep saying over and over, Be Here Now.
And when I remember that and pull myself into Now.

I can feel my inner child, Vickie, screaming as she senses that I, Omnicrone, am approaching a time when I really am in the Now AND have the spirit to make the right choice for myself. She's the scared one. No more self-indulgence, and, omg, what if there's No Cheese!?

My problem is that I don't know how to mother her thru this. (Without the food she craves.) I don't have a good track record in keeping promises to myself about self-care/nurturing.

I'll be looking for a talisman for that, too

Thanks for being out there.